Te guías de las cosas que te guian;
Cuando vas del aire, miras y te acercas
a la vida que dejaste en un lugar de allá;
Y piensas que te miran al pasar
Brillante como el sol.
Fascinada por el mundo que se va,
Dejando tu escencia por todo lo que tus manos tocan;
Caminando un instante, soñando después,
Viniste de un angel y te qudaste a bailar
Una danza de amor
Eres el alma, eres la música y el aire
Dando vida, siendo vida
Tú, eres una estrella.
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Tuesday, August 31, 2010
In celebration of my quarter of a century
August 21 at 10:07pm
I don't remember for how long I have been searching for meaning in my life. I do not remember how many times I have looked at the night sky searching for an answer for a question I do not know.
The time has gone like water runs through an insignificant leak. It goes drop by drop, seemingly worthless to even be noticed. But every drop falls and doesn't come back, the water that flows through that leak cannot be used again, just like the seconds of my life, the ones that run through without me even saying good bye.
Today I searched again, and realized one very important thing. I thought about why if we were to find out that we are close to die we would be more likely to appreciate life, and every little thing about it, we would find meaning even in despair and in a way we would start to live.
And then I realized that the moment we give up eternal existence to be born we are sentenced to die. Diagnosed with humanity we come to dream and admire the night sky. Does this explain why babies are the angels of this earth? Because they still remember the sentence of death? By living long we forget that this life is just a second before we have to go. How can we not forget about the fragility of life and the importance of experience?
The way I understand it today is that if we gave up eternal existence for a chance to live a couple of tens of years under the sun, this might be a great place to be, the price might be way better than the sacrifice, let's not forget about that.
Viridiana
I don't remember for how long I have been searching for meaning in my life. I do not remember how many times I have looked at the night sky searching for an answer for a question I do not know.
The time has gone like water runs through an insignificant leak. It goes drop by drop, seemingly worthless to even be noticed. But every drop falls and doesn't come back, the water that flows through that leak cannot be used again, just like the seconds of my life, the ones that run through without me even saying good bye.
Today I searched again, and realized one very important thing. I thought about why if we were to find out that we are close to die we would be more likely to appreciate life, and every little thing about it, we would find meaning even in despair and in a way we would start to live.
And then I realized that the moment we give up eternal existence to be born we are sentenced to die. Diagnosed with humanity we come to dream and admire the night sky. Does this explain why babies are the angels of this earth? Because they still remember the sentence of death? By living long we forget that this life is just a second before we have to go. How can we not forget about the fragility of life and the importance of experience?
The way I understand it today is that if we gave up eternal existence for a chance to live a couple of tens of years under the sun, this might be a great place to be, the price might be way better than the sacrifice, let's not forget about that.
Viridiana
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
Writer's Block
Yesterday June 3rd I was not able to write, I did not have something to say, however thanks to my lovely husband I did find something that inspired me and that is exactly how I feel and how I want to feel every day.
I do not see it as a day without writing, I see it as a day where I needed some inspiration.
The name of the piece is "PROMISE TO YOURSELF" and goes like this:
To be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness and prosperity to every person you meet.
To make all your friends feel that there is something in them.
To look on the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true.
To think only of the best, to work only for the best, and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about success of others as you are about your own.
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and to have a smile ready for every living creature you meet.
To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and to happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world - no in loud words, but in great deeds.
To live in the faith that the world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you.
~~~ Christian D. Larson~~
I do not see it as a day without writing, I see it as a day where I needed some inspiration.
The name of the piece is "PROMISE TO YOURSELF" and goes like this:
To be so strong that nothing can disturb your peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness and prosperity to every person you meet.
To make all your friends feel that there is something in them.
To look on the sunny side of everything and make your optimism come true.
To think only of the best, to work only for the best, and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about success of others as you are about your own.
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful countenance at all times and to have a smile ready for every living creature you meet.
To give so much time to the improvement of yourself that you have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and to happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of yourself and to proclaim this fact to the world - no in loud words, but in great deeds.
To live in the faith that the world is on your side so long as you are true to the best that is in you.
~~~ Christian D. Larson~~
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Nothing to say
I woke up today and I had nothing to say, nor to write.
Nothing else I was going to post, because to say the truth I am not even sure why I even bother.
But then I started thinking about the fact that one day I will be somewhere else.
And these few words will be my crumble signs that I leave behind.
My toughs and feelings can stay here far beyond the day I breath my last air
For my son and my children of light that need to find me somwhere,
I will be here, day after day in each word and I will too live with hem.
Because I know how it is, to look for someone in the leftovers of memories
To hold on to fantasies and make up stories to find a loved one.
My children of light and my son will not have to make up stories because I am here.
I will be here, even if I have nothing to write.
Viridiana B
Nothing else I was going to post, because to say the truth I am not even sure why I even bother.
But then I started thinking about the fact that one day I will be somewhere else.
And these few words will be my crumble signs that I leave behind.
My toughs and feelings can stay here far beyond the day I breath my last air
For my son and my children of light that need to find me somwhere,
I will be here, day after day in each word and I will too live with hem.
Because I know how it is, to look for someone in the leftovers of memories
To hold on to fantasies and make up stories to find a loved one.
My children of light and my son will not have to make up stories because I am here.
I will be here, even if I have nothing to write.
Viridiana B
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
MYSELF
Rolling like a stone
Never in the same place,
Where is God now?
I seem to be displaced.
Lift me up like a star,
Rock my world with your light.
There is nowhere I really want to be
other than here with myself and I.
So where is God?
Is he a star?
Is he the shine that lights my night?
Perhaps, and just perhaps
He is all those things
And the most beautiful form of myself inside.
Viridiana Bordes (2004)
Never in the same place,
Where is God now?
I seem to be displaced.
Lift me up like a star,
Rock my world with your light.
There is nowhere I really want to be
other than here with myself and I.
So where is God?
Is he a star?
Is he the shine that lights my night?
Perhaps, and just perhaps
He is all those things
And the most beautiful form of myself inside.
Viridiana Bordes (2004)
Monday, June 7, 2010
Proof ..... If only I could say it
Look into the bright eyes,
Proof that there is more beyond that smile;
A reminder from across the sky
Maybe it is time we take you for a ride.
Hidden faces surround you now,
Just know yourself and you will find;
That the love around you can not leave
Only you can turn your back.
And if you are drowning guess who will dry your back,
That is the question that none asks;
The answer may come across to cold
Because to dry your back, you see there, it is only you.
Just keep on looking through your eyes
Let the message in through the light,
See the vanished fear and shame through the mirror
Grab yourself and get your life
Change your role and don't go back.
Viridiana B
Proof that there is more beyond that smile;
A reminder from across the sky
Maybe it is time we take you for a ride.
Hidden faces surround you now,
Just know yourself and you will find;
That the love around you can not leave
Only you can turn your back.
And if you are drowning guess who will dry your back,
That is the question that none asks;
The answer may come across to cold
Because to dry your back, you see there, it is only you.
Just keep on looking through your eyes
Let the message in through the light,
See the vanished fear and shame through the mirror
Grab yourself and get your life
Change your role and don't go back.
Viridiana B
Friday, June 4, 2010
The Patterns of Life
Today is Friday, which means that I am posting one of the subjects I put in my original INTRODUCTION back in 2009.
This week is about the patters of life, which is an interesting topic and one of my favorites for so many reasons and maybe a lot of us are able to see these patterns present in all that surrounds us.
When we go to school and come across algebra we cannot immediately see why all those equations and graphs are good for. However when I was in college I was actually able to realize why mathematics is the language of the Universe, or at least so I thought I understood.
I think I even cried one day because I tried to ask an existential question to my MATH teacher expecting an existential answer, and all I got was a math answer, although now that I think about it I wish I could have that recording...I am sure that math answer would make so much more sense now than what it did that day.
The most important thing that I realized about algebra was that you can actually build an equation for a lot of things, and I used to think that you can actually build an equation that will define a person’s life. Such equations depending on the sign, the exponent etc… have different graphs and that those are the waves that we follow every day.
For example when an equation is set, the uniqueness is given by the variable, and the variable for me in this example is us. I say all this to explain how I understand the patterns of life. The patterns like equations exist, however the situations and outcomes are always different, forming a different wave and a different frequency because of the variable that makes the result change. If the equation is set so the graph goes downward slopping, if the variable has an opposite sign it can change the whole of the graph. And that is exactly what happens with humans. We often follow patterns; some of them have been going for generations and generations however we have the ability to change the whole graph by being us.
The theory and philosophy of karma is very extensive, however the main idea is the same, we all carry on data from our ancestors, even communities, countries and even our planet has a karma that has to overcome. This karma is sometimes seen in form of patterns, for example when you go to a bad neighborhood and you see how the same story is repeated generation after generation, until one day one person changes a little or big factor and the whole family evolves.
Karma and patterns are not good or bad; they are just inheritance that have to be overcome so we can continue in the evolution process. So every time you can change a pattern in your life, have in mind that you may not be changing only your life, but your whole descendant’s future, and even your family, community, country and even our planet.
There is a method called recapitulation, in which you, by entering meditation go through some stages in your life, and as an spectator you can see a different perspective and sometimes you can actually see this patterns throughout your life. Some also call this archetypes, however the most amazing thing is that even though there are patterns, the human factor just creates a whole new thing. The way I see it, human consciousness is the beginning of the expansion in the universe. My theory is that by overcoming these patterns, and releasing karma it is the way to activate our DNA and unlock what is really hidden within, what has been covered by the dust of history. It is the big 8 lying down….. The serpent biting its own tail….
Pictures taken from:
http://www.eaglezen.com/images/new%20pics/infinite%20ONE.jpg
http://www.freewebs.com/destructionofthesticks/uroboros.jpg
This week is about the patters of life, which is an interesting topic and one of my favorites for so many reasons and maybe a lot of us are able to see these patterns present in all that surrounds us.
When we go to school and come across algebra we cannot immediately see why all those equations and graphs are good for. However when I was in college I was actually able to realize why mathematics is the language of the Universe, or at least so I thought I understood.
I think I even cried one day because I tried to ask an existential question to my MATH teacher expecting an existential answer, and all I got was a math answer, although now that I think about it I wish I could have that recording...I am sure that math answer would make so much more sense now than what it did that day.
The most important thing that I realized about algebra was that you can actually build an equation for a lot of things, and I used to think that you can actually build an equation that will define a person’s life. Such equations depending on the sign, the exponent etc… have different graphs and that those are the waves that we follow every day.
For example when an equation is set, the uniqueness is given by the variable, and the variable for me in this example is us. I say all this to explain how I understand the patterns of life. The patterns like equations exist, however the situations and outcomes are always different, forming a different wave and a different frequency because of the variable that makes the result change. If the equation is set so the graph goes downward slopping, if the variable has an opposite sign it can change the whole of the graph. And that is exactly what happens with humans. We often follow patterns; some of them have been going for generations and generations however we have the ability to change the whole graph by being us.
The theory and philosophy of karma is very extensive, however the main idea is the same, we all carry on data from our ancestors, even communities, countries and even our planet has a karma that has to overcome. This karma is sometimes seen in form of patterns, for example when you go to a bad neighborhood and you see how the same story is repeated generation after generation, until one day one person changes a little or big factor and the whole family evolves.
Karma and patterns are not good or bad; they are just inheritance that have to be overcome so we can continue in the evolution process. So every time you can change a pattern in your life, have in mind that you may not be changing only your life, but your whole descendant’s future, and even your family, community, country and even our planet.
There is a method called recapitulation, in which you, by entering meditation go through some stages in your life, and as an spectator you can see a different perspective and sometimes you can actually see this patterns throughout your life. Some also call this archetypes, however the most amazing thing is that even though there are patterns, the human factor just creates a whole new thing. The way I see it, human consciousness is the beginning of the expansion in the universe. My theory is that by overcoming these patterns, and releasing karma it is the way to activate our DNA and unlock what is really hidden within, what has been covered by the dust of history. It is the big 8 lying down….. The serpent biting its own tail….
Pictures taken from:
http://www.eaglezen.com/images/new%20pics/infinite%20ONE.jpg
http://www.freewebs.com/destructionofthesticks/uroboros.jpg
Wednesday, June 2, 2010
Utopia
We live in a time where we just know that Comunism has failed. But what if Marx was not wrong, he probably did the wrong application, but what if he was a visionary and a channel of galactic information. What if he actually saw the future in where there was no need for competition because our consiousness would be in a more advanced state where there would be no need for that. After all he did say that capitalism would take us there.
I am saying this because as 2012 approaches I have been a little bit more interested in all the theories around. I have my feet grounded that even tough the events that are happening and will happen are of concern, and might be taken as signals, I also think that they are just part of the change.
Not all the people will survive, not because they are not ready, but because it is not their time. I do not even know if I will be alive, but what I know is that there is so much evidence outside and even in our own world to ignore the fact that the shift is not only physical, but it is mostly spiritual and at a conssiousness level.
My theory is that all the turmoil of our days is just an externalization of the global consiuosness and a portrayal of our state of mind. The earthquakes mean that change is comming, that we are moving and that there is nothing we can do. The floods and storms mean we need cleansing in an urgent manner. And events of terrorims and the spill in the gulf just mean that no matter how much technology we think we have, or how civilized we assume we are, we still have no respect for oursleves or for the place we live in.
As many warning signs, we should take a hold of our surroundings and not be afraid but to face this time with courage and with determination. We are part of a galactic cycle that is about to end. The mayans left us a map to "enlightment" it is no a joke any more, it is a fact.
In buddhism, when one becomes a buddha (the enlighten one) one creates their own world, and is able to shape all around. I do not think I will see as much in 2012 as much as I would feel. We expect changes to be in our faces to believe, but they do not have to.
There are people all around the world that know about the coming change, we are only a spec in the universe, yet we mean so much. It is time for our planet to start a new stage and it is up to us to decide if we go along for the ride, or help to self destruct. (In every sense of the word)
Viridiana
I am saying this because as 2012 approaches I have been a little bit more interested in all the theories around. I have my feet grounded that even tough the events that are happening and will happen are of concern, and might be taken as signals, I also think that they are just part of the change.
Not all the people will survive, not because they are not ready, but because it is not their time. I do not even know if I will be alive, but what I know is that there is so much evidence outside and even in our own world to ignore the fact that the shift is not only physical, but it is mostly spiritual and at a conssiousness level.
My theory is that all the turmoil of our days is just an externalization of the global consiuosness and a portrayal of our state of mind. The earthquakes mean that change is comming, that we are moving and that there is nothing we can do. The floods and storms mean we need cleansing in an urgent manner. And events of terrorims and the spill in the gulf just mean that no matter how much technology we think we have, or how civilized we assume we are, we still have no respect for oursleves or for the place we live in.
As many warning signs, we should take a hold of our surroundings and not be afraid but to face this time with courage and with determination. We are part of a galactic cycle that is about to end. The mayans left us a map to "enlightment" it is no a joke any more, it is a fact.
In buddhism, when one becomes a buddha (the enlighten one) one creates their own world, and is able to shape all around. I do not think I will see as much in 2012 as much as I would feel. We expect changes to be in our faces to believe, but they do not have to.
There are people all around the world that know about the coming change, we are only a spec in the universe, yet we mean so much. It is time for our planet to start a new stage and it is up to us to decide if we go along for the ride, or help to self destruct. (In every sense of the word)
Viridiana
Tuesday, June 1, 2010
Just do it!
I know some of us will always encounter days in which you are looking for something that kicks start your day....It may be a coffee or even a good news. I have to admit I am addicted to signs. Sometimes if I just do not feel like I received one I can't concentrate, and I think it sounds a bit dilusional, but it is true.
However I have come to realize that I do my own signs, I basically tell myself what to think and accept or reject anything as a sign. This may be where the problem lays because, if I wake up crancky at myself then my daily fix of signs will perish. But as I said in my last NOTE, this is why I am also a stalker.
Everyday watching my moUth, playing referee between me and myself, it gets tired but hey! I got to do what I got to do right?
But regardless, signs are everywhere, I believe in the order of chaos and I know that I know that I know that I will soon see the whole picture. There is nothing else but to QUIT the weaping and keep on moving...there is not time to waste when you are in a rapid asencion path....we all are, weather we want to see it or we want to convince ourselves that they are just "crazy talk" from crazy people that believe in E.T. LIFE.....And just for the record...I so dooo.
The forth dimension is closing in on me, I better start learning how to see in fractal mode.
Viridiana Bordes
However I have come to realize that I do my own signs, I basically tell myself what to think and accept or reject anything as a sign. This may be where the problem lays because, if I wake up crancky at myself then my daily fix of signs will perish. But as I said in my last NOTE, this is why I am also a stalker.
Everyday watching my moUth, playing referee between me and myself, it gets tired but hey! I got to do what I got to do right?
But regardless, signs are everywhere, I believe in the order of chaos and I know that I know that I know that I will soon see the whole picture. There is nothing else but to QUIT the weaping and keep on moving...there is not time to waste when you are in a rapid asencion path....we all are, weather we want to see it or we want to convince ourselves that they are just "crazy talk" from crazy people that believe in E.T. LIFE.....And just for the record...I so dooo.
The forth dimension is closing in on me, I better start learning how to see in fractal mode.
Viridiana Bordes
Monday, May 31, 2010
Like Water for Chocolate
One of my favorite readings of all times has been "Como Agua para Chocolate" becuase it portrays such a cultural lifestyle of my country, plus it mixes a bit of magic on it. My favorite part is the way "Tita" the main character, is able to put her feelings into her food.
Ever since I learned how to cook I have been practicing to be better at it. And I have actually seen how the right amount of fire, and the right amount of LOVE can make a conventional dish into the best food of the day.
This is possible because of the senses, the ability we have to be transported by our senses is amazing, it can take us to the kitchen table of our grand mothers with a great bowl of Rice with bannana slices, to the beach watching a magnificent sunset.
Food is ultimetly not only to feed the body, but if you put a bit more into it, it will be food to the soul, it will be a magic carpet that transports you to earlier days, and it can be also the recording mechanism to remember TODAY.
So if you have a great day.... I guess go home cook a masterpiece and seal this day with the perfect dish, so you can go back to it some other day.
Just another way to portray how LOVE can serve as a powerful portal.
Peace
Viridiana B
Ever since I learned how to cook I have been practicing to be better at it. And I have actually seen how the right amount of fire, and the right amount of LOVE can make a conventional dish into the best food of the day.
This is possible because of the senses, the ability we have to be transported by our senses is amazing, it can take us to the kitchen table of our grand mothers with a great bowl of Rice with bannana slices, to the beach watching a magnificent sunset.
Food is ultimetly not only to feed the body, but if you put a bit more into it, it will be food to the soul, it will be a magic carpet that transports you to earlier days, and it can be also the recording mechanism to remember TODAY.
So if you have a great day.... I guess go home cook a masterpiece and seal this day with the perfect dish, so you can go back to it some other day.
Just another way to portray how LOVE can serve as a powerful portal.
Peace
Viridiana B
Friday, May 28, 2010
The Miracle of being here
Because you asked for it I am going back to the begining!
As I said in earlier notes, we all have a ROLE. However not 2 roles are alike. Yeah! of course, there are arquetypes, and similarities but not two people over the face of this earth will ever have the same role. They might even be assigned to the same job, but not in the same position. And that is for sure.
So, when I think about the reason of being here, I can't stop thinking that maybe I am here for a very good deed, but so are YOU!
Whenever you feel like you do not know what is your role in this play, allow yourself to take a deep breath, feel your lungs being filled with that magnificent air and feel how your body re-energizes with the essence of the prana. After you do this, tell me if that feeling of being is not a miracle.
Look in the mirror and find 1000 similar faces to yours, but tell me if it is not a miracle that not even 1 of those faces will be the exact same you. The value of life just is, you can not name the price because there is nothing like it. There are many planes of existance, but life as a human, well lets just say it might as well be a privilege. So every time you might feel like it is a course, remember that you are just looking at the wrong end of the spectrum. I am sure if you have the strenght to lift your face, you will see the opposite side and realize the blessings of being here.
When I was younger I used to imagine that earth was a school for angels. A school where everybody graduates, however the curriculum was one of the hardest. You do not have limit of time to graduate, but the key is that you have to learn. You have to go throug rough and smooth because one day, you too will have to heal a heart in dispair, and you could only do it if you at least could bagely remember what that FELT like.
The miracle is NOW, enjoy the school, and enjoy the journey.
Viridiana B
As I said in earlier notes, we all have a ROLE. However not 2 roles are alike. Yeah! of course, there are arquetypes, and similarities but not two people over the face of this earth will ever have the same role. They might even be assigned to the same job, but not in the same position. And that is for sure.
So, when I think about the reason of being here, I can't stop thinking that maybe I am here for a very good deed, but so are YOU!
Whenever you feel like you do not know what is your role in this play, allow yourself to take a deep breath, feel your lungs being filled with that magnificent air and feel how your body re-energizes with the essence of the prana. After you do this, tell me if that feeling of being is not a miracle.
Look in the mirror and find 1000 similar faces to yours, but tell me if it is not a miracle that not even 1 of those faces will be the exact same you. The value of life just is, you can not name the price because there is nothing like it. There are many planes of existance, but life as a human, well lets just say it might as well be a privilege. So every time you might feel like it is a course, remember that you are just looking at the wrong end of the spectrum. I am sure if you have the strenght to lift your face, you will see the opposite side and realize the blessings of being here.
When I was younger I used to imagine that earth was a school for angels. A school where everybody graduates, however the curriculum was one of the hardest. You do not have limit of time to graduate, but the key is that you have to learn. You have to go throug rough and smooth because one day, you too will have to heal a heart in dispair, and you could only do it if you at least could bagely remember what that FELT like.
The miracle is NOW, enjoy the school, and enjoy the journey.
Viridiana B
Thursday, May 27, 2010
The Art of Stalking
I have heard many times the term "stalking" and it actually even sounds creepy. And the first thing that pops in my mind is somebody behind the bushes following your every move. And indeed that is more o less the actual definition of stalker....
I would like to say today that "I am a stalker". But before you call 911 let me explain. The art of stalking is actually a very spiritual matter. It is about stalking your self, to wach your every move and make sure that you are following even your own ideals. I came across the book "The Sorcerer's Journey" by Taisha Abelar. And within this book she explains that once you go into a path of self discovery you can either Master the art of Dreaming or Stalking and even both.
To journey into the path that you may choose you need to master stalking yourself. It has several aspects to it, and it is a journey itself, however what I can say is that For several years now I have tried to practice similar philosophies in my life.
Thanks to this I have caught my self so many times before falling. I am sure that the term "Elevated consiousness" and the art of stalking are very linked together, because once you start practicing the latter, is like listeneing to a higher self which might as well be that higher and elevated consiousness.
I am a staker, I watch my word, my tought and my actions.
I will start being a dreamer, creating my own reality
Viridiana B
I would like to say today that "I am a stalker". But before you call 911 let me explain. The art of stalking is actually a very spiritual matter. It is about stalking your self, to wach your every move and make sure that you are following even your own ideals. I came across the book "The Sorcerer's Journey" by Taisha Abelar. And within this book she explains that once you go into a path of self discovery you can either Master the art of Dreaming or Stalking and even both.
To journey into the path that you may choose you need to master stalking yourself. It has several aspects to it, and it is a journey itself, however what I can say is that For several years now I have tried to practice similar philosophies in my life.
Thanks to this I have caught my self so many times before falling. I am sure that the term "Elevated consiousness" and the art of stalking are very linked together, because once you start practicing the latter, is like listeneing to a higher self which might as well be that higher and elevated consiousness.
I am a staker, I watch my word, my tought and my actions.
I will start being a dreamer, creating my own reality
Viridiana B
Wednesday, May 26, 2010
Growing Pains
I am not sure that I am at a perfect state of being, or understanding or anything for that matter.
Definitely I will not agree if someone ever tells me I have "figured it out", simply because I see new lessons unfolding before my very eyes on the daily basis. So, If you continue receiving lessons, doesn't that mean that you are still learning?
We learn from day one. The way to survive, love, understand, interact and all those other nice functions a human develops. But the learning never stops. I remember being a teenager thinking that nothing could touch me. Now I see teens doing similar things with similar attitudes and it always makes me mad. It is like I want to change my past by changing them.
For now, I have assimilated that my life went were it had to go. I had strong values to get out of my young years alive and sound. I had a fierce mother that was not afraid of me and made some tough decisions for me. I will always acknowledge that.
But at the end I also know that just as teens and even me, we are all going through stages and we can only aim for the best. I am not sure that a non-rebellious teen will do such a good adult. But again, everybody is different and life has to happen so you can live and let live. Ultimately This Planet is a school, getting us ready for so many other exiting things, but the good thing about this school is that you get the perks when you listen to that sixth sense, and when you ultimately try to live in flow with the universal laws.
None can escape universal laws, some can bend them (like neo in the matrix) but after all they are the bed for human nature theories, and ultimately the background for subjects like psychology and politics.
So let's keep learning, do not try to change your past through others, you can only visualize them taking the right choice, or the right choice taking them. But that is about it....action will come out of these meditations.
But then again....I am still in the path of understanding it all
Viridiana B
Definitely I will not agree if someone ever tells me I have "figured it out", simply because I see new lessons unfolding before my very eyes on the daily basis. So, If you continue receiving lessons, doesn't that mean that you are still learning?
We learn from day one. The way to survive, love, understand, interact and all those other nice functions a human develops. But the learning never stops. I remember being a teenager thinking that nothing could touch me. Now I see teens doing similar things with similar attitudes and it always makes me mad. It is like I want to change my past by changing them.
For now, I have assimilated that my life went were it had to go. I had strong values to get out of my young years alive and sound. I had a fierce mother that was not afraid of me and made some tough decisions for me. I will always acknowledge that.
But at the end I also know that just as teens and even me, we are all going through stages and we can only aim for the best. I am not sure that a non-rebellious teen will do such a good adult. But again, everybody is different and life has to happen so you can live and let live. Ultimately This Planet is a school, getting us ready for so many other exiting things, but the good thing about this school is that you get the perks when you listen to that sixth sense, and when you ultimately try to live in flow with the universal laws.
None can escape universal laws, some can bend them (like neo in the matrix) but after all they are the bed for human nature theories, and ultimately the background for subjects like psychology and politics.
So let's keep learning, do not try to change your past through others, you can only visualize them taking the right choice, or the right choice taking them. But that is about it....action will come out of these meditations.
But then again....I am still in the path of understanding it all
Viridiana B
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Direct Connect
All my life I have believed in something I can not see. However the day that my son was born I was able to experience so many feelings, sensations and see different things that I now can say that "I have seen it, and now I believe even more",
My son helped me realize our true nature, even tough I had the theory, my angel came and showed me that I was not nuts. I remember the first night that he was out of my womb I could still feel him inside. When my belly moved or when I used to feel a movement like the ones I use to feel when my son was inside, I would turn around and my son was moving at the same time, with the same intensity and in the same lenght of time.
At the begining I tought it was all a coincidence but after a couple of nights of observation I knew it was true. He was still inside of me, I was still protecting him and sheltering him, and I know I will keep doing it for many years to come.
Today my son and I still have that Direct Connect, I just "know him" and he "knows me" I wake up just a few seconds before he cries, I wake up at the slightest noice he makes. He has just put everythgin into a magnifing glass. There is a space (not in 3D) that connects us all. We share more than what he think we do.
My son is my sun, that came to shine some light, a divine mirror to reflect this amaizing bright to so many other stars in the dark.
Viridiana B.
My son helped me realize our true nature, even tough I had the theory, my angel came and showed me that I was not nuts. I remember the first night that he was out of my womb I could still feel him inside. When my belly moved or when I used to feel a movement like the ones I use to feel when my son was inside, I would turn around and my son was moving at the same time, with the same intensity and in the same lenght of time.
At the begining I tought it was all a coincidence but after a couple of nights of observation I knew it was true. He was still inside of me, I was still protecting him and sheltering him, and I know I will keep doing it for many years to come.
Today my son and I still have that Direct Connect, I just "know him" and he "knows me" I wake up just a few seconds before he cries, I wake up at the slightest noice he makes. He has just put everythgin into a magnifing glass. There is a space (not in 3D) that connects us all. We share more than what he think we do.
My son is my sun, that came to shine some light, a divine mirror to reflect this amaizing bright to so many other stars in the dark.
Viridiana B.
Monday, May 24, 2010
Mirror
Sometimes to talk to you I have to talk to myself.
Energy travels in spiral form. Never the same two times in a row
One moment I was, the other I am not
A life time passes, and I am only two years old.
We cannot see our face and yet we know we are here, that we are real.
What if the whole world is a mirror?
Who am I, and who is that girl in the wall
I see and I touch, I’ll never know my face, only what the mirror tells me.
If it is all a mirror
Let it be a mirror made out of love.
Viridiana B (2009)
Energy travels in spiral form. Never the same two times in a row
One moment I was, the other I am not
A life time passes, and I am only two years old.
We cannot see our face and yet we know we are here, that we are real.
What if the whole world is a mirror?
Who am I, and who is that girl in the wall
I see and I touch, I’ll never know my face, only what the mirror tells me.
If it is all a mirror
Let it be a mirror made out of love.
Viridiana B (2009)
Friday, May 21, 2010
The way it ought to be
Religion, Philosophies, Beliefs and even disbeliefs; these have always capture my attention, I was not sure why until probably now. I always noticed a trend, a set of values that each of them share. However with our current state of affairs, with so much happening in such a little time it is obvious that this is where we need to stop and think.
I read in a website from Jelila Starr, that sometimes by looking at the leaders of a country we can see our own state of mind as a human race. And even though I am not sure I agree with the whole Nibiruan Council I see that this statement might be true after all.
I remember a speech that Obama gave back in the beginning of 2010, after his first year in the Presidency he addressed congress and the people to stop working for a party's interest and to come together to find solutions that our nation and the world face today. He was able to pass the dreaded Health Care reform and I am sure he will be able to pass even more, and this is because I too believe that we are there.
We are at that moment in history where there is not Religion that should matter; there is not philosophy that has to be right. I think that what we can see happening in our world is that only through compromise and cooperation we are going to be able to solve most of the pressuring issues in today's world.
It is time that we stop looking not only at the color, or even gender, but at the race, ethnic background, we have to hold our hands and consciously solve our problems through that what is right. This is a moment where politics, money, government, history, religion, ideology, philosophy, reasoning, and any other kind of code do not fit. It is time to look inside, really deep and recognize our self in everybody else, recognize ourselves in the reflection of the water in a lake and realize that we too are one with everything that surrounds us.
I truly believe that by joining our consciousness outside of rites, and ideology, and culture, if we truly bear ourselves like what we are and join we could shine the light again in this earth and probably even through millions of light years more. Affecting not only our reality but probably leaping into a new one.
I do not think it is a coincidence that we are suddenly in a stage where human population has never been, and this is because I believe that only our joined strength and our voluntary cooperation will make the change. We are so many because we ought to....Think about it.....wouldn’t earth allow this reproduction at the cost of itself if it wasn’t for a good cause?
I invite you to shine the light...
I read in a website from Jelila Starr, that sometimes by looking at the leaders of a country we can see our own state of mind as a human race. And even though I am not sure I agree with the whole Nibiruan Council I see that this statement might be true after all.
I remember a speech that Obama gave back in the beginning of 2010, after his first year in the Presidency he addressed congress and the people to stop working for a party's interest and to come together to find solutions that our nation and the world face today. He was able to pass the dreaded Health Care reform and I am sure he will be able to pass even more, and this is because I too believe that we are there.
We are at that moment in history where there is not Religion that should matter; there is not philosophy that has to be right. I think that what we can see happening in our world is that only through compromise and cooperation we are going to be able to solve most of the pressuring issues in today's world.
It is time that we stop looking not only at the color, or even gender, but at the race, ethnic background, we have to hold our hands and consciously solve our problems through that what is right. This is a moment where politics, money, government, history, religion, ideology, philosophy, reasoning, and any other kind of code do not fit. It is time to look inside, really deep and recognize our self in everybody else, recognize ourselves in the reflection of the water in a lake and realize that we too are one with everything that surrounds us.
I truly believe that by joining our consciousness outside of rites, and ideology, and culture, if we truly bear ourselves like what we are and join we could shine the light again in this earth and probably even through millions of light years more. Affecting not only our reality but probably leaping into a new one.
I do not think it is a coincidence that we are suddenly in a stage where human population has never been, and this is because I believe that only our joined strength and our voluntary cooperation will make the change. We are so many because we ought to....Think about it.....wouldn’t earth allow this reproduction at the cost of itself if it wasn’t for a good cause?
I invite you to shine the light...
Thursday, May 20, 2010
Different People, different roles
Today I had the opportunity to imagine a world full of me's. Like most instances in movies and cartoons (specifically squidward in Spongebob lol) it is not as fun as you might think.
For so long you go through life looking for people that have more in common with you, because you will think that they will understand. But at the end of the day, I now know, that no matter who are you with, what do they like, what do they believe in. EVERYBODY HAS A ROLE, a purpose and if you respect that very fact, your interaction with the world just becomes so much more clear.
Learn all confrom with nothing, keep growing until the day of your last breath. And even that day spend it doing something extraordinary, a kind word will do the trick, the name of the person that you love the most will live forever in the air.
Today is a new day.... Find solutions and do not focus on the problem. Just fix the damn thing!
Viridiana B
For so long you go through life looking for people that have more in common with you, because you will think that they will understand. But at the end of the day, I now know, that no matter who are you with, what do they like, what do they believe in. EVERYBODY HAS A ROLE, a purpose and if you respect that very fact, your interaction with the world just becomes so much more clear.
Learn all confrom with nothing, keep growing until the day of your last breath. And even that day spend it doing something extraordinary, a kind word will do the trick, the name of the person that you love the most will live forever in the air.
Today is a new day.... Find solutions and do not focus on the problem. Just fix the damn thing!
Viridiana B
Welcome Back
I apologize, especially to myself. I was not able to follow up with th task and the schedule I established last year. But this is my next attempt to do it.
I will try to continue and eventually touch the subjects that I had in mind and that I listed in my first post. But for now I will just share some toughts and experiences.
A friend of mine contected me not long ago, she has a fabulous BLOG in wordpress called "purasletras" and she talked to me about the satisfaction that comes from knowing that her writings can reach the people she loves and have an effect on them.
More I could not agree with her. The first reason why in my earlier days I wanted to write was because I felt I could change the world. Now, thanks to the information technology I am able to express myself, and my toughts will remain here for years to come (Unless I cancel my account I guess)
I can only wonder about what the future holds, but for now I think I will start and keep writing. Because it makes me happy.
Hope you stick around.
Viridiana B
I will try to continue and eventually touch the subjects that I had in mind and that I listed in my first post. But for now I will just share some toughts and experiences.
A friend of mine contected me not long ago, she has a fabulous BLOG in wordpress called "purasletras" and she talked to me about the satisfaction that comes from knowing that her writings can reach the people she loves and have an effect on them.
More I could not agree with her. The first reason why in my earlier days I wanted to write was because I felt I could change the world. Now, thanks to the information technology I am able to express myself, and my toughts will remain here for years to come (Unless I cancel my account I guess)
I can only wonder about what the future holds, but for now I think I will start and keep writing. Because it makes me happy.
Hope you stick around.
Viridiana B
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