Growing Pains

I am not sure that I am at a perfect state of being, or understanding or anything for that matter.
Definitely I will not agree if someone ever tells me I have "figured it out", simply because I see new lessons unfolding before my very eyes on the daily basis. So, If you continue receiving lessons, doesn't that mean that you are still learning?

We learn from day one. The way to survive, love, understand, interact and all those other nice functions a human develops. But the learning never stops. I remember being a teenager thinking that nothing could touch me. Now I see teens doing similar things with similar attitudes and it always makes me mad. It is like I want to change my past by changing them.

For now, I have assimilated that my life went were it had to go. I had strong values to get out of my young years alive and sound. I had a fierce mother that was not afraid of me and made some tough decisions for me. I will always acknowledge that.

But at the end I also know that just as teens and even me, we are all going through stages and we can only aim for the best. I am not sure that a non-rebellious teen will do such a good adult. But again, everybody is different and life has to happen so you can live and let live. Ultimately This Planet is a school, getting us ready for so many other exiting things, but the good thing about this school is that you get the perks when you listen to that sixth sense, and when you ultimately try to live in flow with the universal laws.

None can escape universal laws, some can bend them (like neo in the matrix) but after all they are the bed for human nature theories, and ultimately the background for subjects like psychology and politics.

So let's keep learning, do not try to change your past through others, you can only visualize them taking the right choice, or the right choice taking them. But that is about it....action will come out of these meditations.

But then again....I am still in the path of understanding it all

Viridiana B