The pain of the Moon

I feel and I do too much, for even if the leaf falls the rumble disturbs my very core.
I am in the middle of a garden and I cant help feel the burst, I am a combustion a second from happening. And the voice tells me to calm down, to channel from earth to sky just how she taught me, but I am beyond practicing, I am at the end of my road.

There is a new invitation every day, and every day I cant find the strength to commit, to persevere, to purposefully and gradually release the fire that is burning a hole inside of me.

If it's all a dream, why cant I wake up? I am done, I've been born I've grown, I've shopped, I've reproduced, so can I die now? Can I go? Why would you want me here? Why would you show me the myst and then throw me out of my own home? Not only did I lose my wings, my shield and my sword and was pushed to live like a mortal, now you make me a bomb? Why?! And what is worst, is that you have made me a bomb and hid the trigger from my thumb.

Where is my magic? where is my temple? Why do I keep taking away my dreams? and what else do you want from me? Don't you think I've seen I am not the only one? I dont carry the message alone, and the cause is beyond my vision now, so why am I still here? I have no mission, no wings, no temple, no home, no shield, no sword, no purpose, just a hole and a bomb. What do you want to blow up? Why me? What did I destroyed that you have made sure I lose everything, and Now you go for my mind, when will it be enough? for you to allow me to just go and join the darkness of my soul?

Part 1 of 3

Introduction to the Next Stage

WELCOME!


I want to take this opportunity to thank you all to visit this BLOG. It is quite a surprise that I actually had the decision to finally create one, and now that I have done it, I realize that is as easy as writing an e-mail, and I write a lot of those on the daily basis.

The title of the Blog is "The Next Stage" why? Because that is what we should all be wondering about, that is what every day is about. Every second, every minute that passes by is just one more step towards that next stage. It is not the next 10 years, but the next.

I would like to share with you a point of view, but more than anything, I would like to practice what my experience has thought me over the years. Some lessons have been learned quite fast, others are still kicking in, and others are for life.

I will then outline the topics for the upcoming weeks, where a new topic will be posted every Friday and open to discussion. Anyone who would like to be featured with a new topic is welcome, just let me know.

TOPICS

07/17/09 – The miracle of being here

07/24/09 – The patters of life

07/31/09 – The laws of my life, the universe and all

08/07/09 – Can I really make it big?

The character of this blog is of a human sentiment, an involvement with our true nature and our place in the universe, a close session to explore our deepest desire, and share, learn, practice and live by the universal truths.

See you this Friday